So the other day I had listened to a good educational Class on Branding and how we can represent and show up for ourselves and for others and it got me thinking. I was hoping and praying to be able to think more clearly and gain some Clarity and Creativity as I was having blocks to what I would write next. About seven or eight months ago, I had all these ideas in my head and some of them stuck with me and others just left. I wish I had written all of them down now. Some I did write down and that’s what I have already written about. So, as I was watching this Branding Class, I realized that the one Common Denominator is how we Show up, how we Love, how we give what we have to give and to share.
Much of my bloodline has said I didn’t have much to give and yet they never really observed or knew what I have already done and accomplished in my Life. My siblings were raised up to compete and compare ourselves to one another, particularly my baby sister and my second oldest brother. Often my brother doesn’t realize the truth about the woman I lived with the last seven and a half years. It doesn’t matter anyhow whether some people don’t know the real truth. We all chose to see what we chose to see.
When I signed up to be a Member of the Assembly of God Church in 2015, I learned what my Spiritual Gifts were. Some people in the Real Working World may also call these Values, Knowledge and even Soft Skills. My Spiritual Gifts are Knowledge and Wisdom. I also have the ability to understand empathic people. I can understand other people’s pains, struggles, and hardships. I have been in their shoes. I have been judged as they have been judged, especially if we made several wrong turns in Life, or Here it Comes!, we just totally Gave up on Ourselves cause things got too hard.
Anxiety can totally take over when we have so much to Give, so much to offer the World. Things to say to hopefully give other people insight and perspective, knowledge to Grow, to Succeed and how to make things work in a Balanced way. I have struggled with Anxiety when someone makes me nervous as well. When people in a position of Authority already, it is EXTREMELY difficult for them to see other perspectives. I am more drawn to people who are willing to be creative and accept the possibility that something else may work if we give it a try. We don’t know unless we TRY the ideas. That is where we may fail to make something or someone better!
The other part of my Anxiety is becoming so anxious about getting something accomplished. I get excited about putting my Goals and plans into action. I have to stop myself and realize I need to break things down. I need an Outline. I have done a ton of Research and sadly, I have almost always forgotten to take notes. Me? Not writing things down? Ha. If I wrote everything down, I would be so disorganized. I already have two Journals as it is. I have a Journal for my Daily and weekly things I have done and accomplished, people I pray for and I also have a Future Self Journal with all my future ideas. Organizing is important. I have had to figure out a method to put things in their proper place so you know where to go for the much needed things.
There are many times over that we may have to Come back to ourselves when we Sacrifice too much for someone else. I have allowed so many distractions in my Life, including believing I could help fix someone, particularly broken men. I have always had to Come back to myself. To reset my mind and my Subconscious. To really know my worth for people who broke me down and made me doubt myself and what I am capable of. Projection is a nasty thing! I am thankful to all my Positive mentors who have told me to go where the energy is, to go where you see a need, to go where there are like-minded people who have similar knowledge and experience to offer. People who are in need who want help are the easiest to work with. They believe in Growth, they believe in something better awaiting for them. You will know the difference after your help has been turned down so many times. Just keep trying, just keep working, just keep Loving as much as possible!
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